Hmmm...
Actually wanted to blog some stuff here earlier in the day... but suddenly realised some stuff cannot be said in the blog.. cos you might never know who's gonna read it.. haha.. luckily there is always an alternative... sometimes it's frustrating to keep things to yourself and have no means of letting it out... yet .. i'm doing that almost all the time.. kinda ironic ba.. but that's me ba... always living up to people's expectations.. people expect me to do this, to do that... sometimes it's fine as it gives me a sense of achievement.. a sense of importance to others... but sometimes.. it's tiring... i'm tired of doing what people want for me.. people dun really know... they got used of me getting things done... that's how i work.. i always get things done.. though at the end i got too stressed up sometimes... but then again... i wonder... how will the world change if i were not around anymore? will people miss me? how will people remember me as? just another normal guy who once walked this world? sometimes i'm really curious to see how my friends will live without me... will their lives change? will they still remember me as time goes by?
haha... nah... i'm not suicidal... so relax for those who are thinking that way...just a simple thought that flashed through my mind...
oh btw.. big thanks to si jing who finally sent me the html code for archive after so long............... better late than never har... haha... that's all ba... 7 more hours to the hour of reckoning( Collection of all Promos papers...) =(
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