Emo...
hai... lately very emo for some reason, which i dunno what it is... feel very sian about almost everything... school, life etc... just had an ogl interview yesterday... then today damn sian... felt that i wont do a good job if i become one.. so i told one of the HC members that i pulling out... suddenly all the flame and enthu-ness died le... really very sian... really want a proper rest this holiday... yet all the things are piling up... homework, year end trip and training... i really need a rest... badly...
maybe that's why today when i was going back home from school today... took things very slowly le.. though i saw 229 at the bus stop.. just dont feel like running towards it and stop it.. i just sat down and waited for another one, listening to instrumental songs... walking home... perhaps it's like one of the few times that i took almost 25 mins just to walk home... i was practically strolling... looking at everything else around... realised it's quite relaxing... dont think of anything... no worries.. just walk and enjoy things around me... haha... the feeling felt so unfamilar.. there isnt any good scenary.. just people and some trees around... but it felt so unfamilar... maybe i should do this more... but there isnt time... always.. there isnt time... wonder when there will be...
oh... haha... when walking home... suddenly had a urge to eat waffle... really in love with the waffle that the shop sells la.. it's near my home.. so quite convenient... very nice la.. crispy and stuff..
haha.. oh ya.. today went blading with amy, christine, michelle, jennifer, hoi shek, si jing, yao wen and zhexuan... not bad ba... been quite some time since i bladed le... though i still fell.. sian... so many times i still fall... hmm.. details wise.. i dont feel like typing it out... most prob christine or si jing will blog about it ba... ahha... so refer to theirs... hehe...
that's about it ba... haha.. will continue next time... which i dunno when will that be.. ahha...
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