ok...did quite a lot this xmas...but mostly is just walking around doing some window shopping...most exciting day will be on xmas itself ba...but i aint going to touch on that...i think that...pengsoon's blog had quite a detailed description...go visit his ba...haha... gonna touch on something more boring...but i think it's kinda essential for me ba...
been out the whole afternoon and evening...was celebrating liwen's birthday...din know something happened at home during that time until i overheard a phone conversation between my mom and my godma...it wasnt really a pleasant sight...been quite a while since i've seen my mom so angry...but from the conversation...got some idea as to what happened... it concerns my brother and my mom....kinda sad...my bro just got his first bookout this weekend...i dont think he returned to the camp happily judging from what happened...
well...after that phonecall...my mom chased me out of her room...kinda scary.. An angry mom isnt good to trifled with...i think most of us have experienced such situations ba...so i went to ask my godsis what happened when i was away... apparently it was regarding my bro ordering Times Magazine...well...he said it's for me...well...i myself dont really know what the contents is about...guess it's somewhat like Newsweek...not that sure either...anyway...my mom got angry...cos last time when my brother ordered Newsweek.. well...we din really read it...sometimes we din even bother to remove the plastic bag and just left it one side...well...this kinda angered my mom...it's not that cheap to buy that magazine and we are spending our parents' hard-earned money... scolded us several times for not making full use of the magazines...well...i think it's really our fault ba...felt kinda bad...
this time...she got kinda mad...for fear that the same thing will happen to the Times magazines...it costs 2 bucks for each issue according to my bro and it's sent every week btw... anyway... my godsis was around and she said that 2 bucks was still ok what...not that ex...but my mom thought otherwise i suppose...so they both were reasoning...my bro was around la...according to my godsis... my mom din really scold my bro directly...but hearing the reasoning between my godsis and mom...i think it's bad enough...my mom was saying,' If you dont read, dont buy. It is not that easy to earn money!2 bucks is enough to fill a stomach you know?'(somewhat i think that was what she said ba) well...me and my brother have never worked before...kinda sad har...anyway...my mom is working very hard to earn money...holding 2 jobs currently...and she isnt getting good sleep everyday...well...i couldnt blame her for saying those words...i mean...she is right and i dont think i can rebuke her in any way...sigh...now i feel so guilty these past few days...kinda spent quite a lot...i'm kinda relieved she din take it out on me...but still very guilty...=(... her birthday is kinda near...19 jan...now must start saving le...gotta get her a good present...at least make her happy for once...she's under too much stress lately i think...so anyone got good ideas to share on how to celebrate? think i'm kinda desperate now... =(
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