Accomplishment!
I feel proud of myself.. feel quite accomplished during this weekend..haha.. prelims just ended by last fri.. after that i slacked a lot...played games.. watch tv...napped...
but that's not my accomplishment.. my accomplishment is that i have settled 2 of my friends' birthday presents( super belated de), visited my grandma on sat(quite long nv go le..cos of studying and stuff), went to job this morning( 2 big rounds for about 18 mins ba, plus some exercises... cos I'm getting fat.. gosh..even my bro took notice of it..sigh...) and lastly i cleared my table!!! that's the biggest accomplishment!!.. my table's been messy the whole time ever since i started studying for prelims.. now it's finally cleared (though i think it's gonna be messy again soon... when i start to study for A's..haha..oh well.. cant be helped ba.wahhahah)..
but something sad is that i din make it for the sending off of mr tan yesterday... i wanted to go.. just that i realised i promised to go to my godsister's celebration weeks ago..and it clashed right smack at the same time.. sigh... all i can do is that hope that mr tan has a safe trip and all the best for him there! oh well..that's about it for this post..ciao...
waiting for you to come back @ 10:33 PM
Earthquake!!!
Oh my gosh... this is the first time i felt my home shaking quite violently sia.. and it affected all the blocks nearby as well.. gosh.. thought it was going to be an earthquake.. thank god it wasnt.. it was a tremor... it's due to the powerful quake with preliminary magnitude of 7.9 (gosh that's powerful) that affected Indonesia few moments ago... gosh.. everyone seemed panicky sia..haha... thank god it's just a false alarm for us.. but not for Indonesia.. hope the people are ok...
waiting for you to come back @ 7:42 PM
Positive/Negative thinking...
Ok.. i seemed a bit too free to blog.. just taking a short break after 4 papers.. and we are not having any paper tml(Good luck to those who are having bio though) haha..
Hmm... quite sian today... kinda screwed up chem paper 3... made a huge blunder which i do not wish to elaborate le..sigh..now gonna hope that the other two papers are relatively better and i can score well to make it up..haha.. which brings me to the point of this post...
Hope... something i suddenly realise that keeps us going.. hoping for the better... hoping that things will be different.. hoping that we can make up for our mistake the next time... it's something we always do, yet kinda unconsciously.. in this case... i hoped for better chem paper 1 and 2 which i can score well in... it's about looking forward... regardless of what happens today... someone i know said, 'It's good that I forgot what happened today and move on as I dun really have a good memory.'
Hope is needed, especially in times like examinations.. u cant possibly ponder and cry over the mistakes u made in one paper that you feel so depressed till you cant study for the rest of the papers.. Keep Hoping... Hoping for the better, Hoping that things will take a turn.. hoping that the next paper is always better than the one before... and by the time you know it.. exams will be over soon.. and if (Touch wood touch wood) you really did screw up a lot of papers.. it's already over and nothing can be changed le.. so why ponder over it? should start preparing for the next exams.. in this way.. you will never feel low for long.. (P.S. in exams... just hoping isnt gonna work... gotta put in your effort no matter what.. haha)
haha.. dunno what happened to me sia.. suddenly become so optimistic.. strange..haha... oh well..i guess it is better? dunno la...
One last quote (Something that we once heard before i suppose):
Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. Instead of crying over the mistakes of today, why not hope for the pleasant surprises of tomorrow? You will never know what holds for you tomorrow! =)
*Time to study.. sigh...lifeless..wahahhaha -.-
waiting for you to come back @ 3:27 PM
Dreams...
I'm beginning to hate dreams recently.. quite a lot actually... dreams as in those you had it when u are sleeping, not those kind of ambitions thingy... and the bad part is that those dreams i had make zero sense, maybe even negative sense -.-.. it would have been better if it is about the future..wahaha-.-haha.. anyway.. these have been robbing off my rest time like nobody's business..well, at least it should be my business! i need rest! argh!! oh well.. it cant be helped den. gonna keep going.. only 2 days down.. but hey.. look on the bright side... at least 2 days are down le... must continue! after that gonna try to force myself to sleep a lot after prelims to catch up on my lost sleep time! haha.. k.. time to study! haha
waiting for you to come back @ 4:13 PM
ARGH!
Gotta buck up gotta buck up le! sigh... gotta force myself to sit down and marathon study le.!!! argh!
waiting for you to come back @ 1:11 AM
Just one thing......
Eh.. Dun mention it le k... later i angry then you know..bleh! haha...
waiting for you to come back @ 8:21 PM
Hmm... Aspiration..
Hmm... Just a random thought.. actually thought of it for quite some time le.. but never really did it.. it came from my chinese teacher in the secondary school.. she rebutted about the point of not having enough time to finish our holiday homework.. She mentioned, ' Well, you have 24 hours in a day.. Let's suppose you have a sleep for 8 hours. You have 16 hours left. So if you spend 8 hours on entertainment and meals etc.. You have 8 hours to do your hw. How can you say you dun have enough time to finish your holiday homework?'
Well.. it's time to test it out? haha.. gonna try to go for at least 8 hours of work tomorrow!!! hopefully more and it's productive that is...haha.. well.. that's all.. Time to bathe!haha...
waiting for you to come back @ 7:48 PM
Past Lives. Present Lives. Future Lives
Hmmm..maybe watch too much tv le..oops..shouldnt be watching tv..should be studying..but in any case.. just a thought.. do we really have past lives? do we really get reincarnated? ever wonder what or who we are in our past lives? haha.. perhaps what we have or who we mixed with are due to the karma that we created in our past lives.haha.. hmm..but in any case.. i think we should care more about the future rather than the past, isnt that so? past is something we cannot change.. what remains within our reach is the present and the future.. but still.. it does boil down.. does destiny exist? are we allowed to defy destiny and become what we want? or is it all really predestined? well.. it's all up to us to grapple with.. haha.. that's about it.. Time to study.. well.. it aint a really good and appropriate time though.. in any case.. study! haha
waiting for you to come back @ 1:35 AM