Not a bad day... but not a wonderful day either...
today is the farewell party for the climbing seniors... started off quite good... played in the pool, helped decorate the place, helped with the cooking and stuff... most of us are having fun...
it was until we started the dunking game... started pushing people into the pool la... the year 1 guys tried to target shi han... but apparently suddenly the year 2 guys were very united and managed to save him, in addition, pushing about 3 of the year 1s into the water...
then the year 1s started to target one another... boys push boys, boy push girls, girls push boys, girls push girls... then i also joined in the fun la... ended up i made a ABSOULTELY DUMB, STUPID action la... pushed some girls in... one of them is shu hui... din really expect something serious to happen... thought it was just for some fun... SCREW in the name of fun... after she went into the pool, she came up, having difficulty in breathing la... what the hell... i really din mean to do that...i felt like a total idiot, total bastard... just really hope that there is a hole and i can jump in and hide myself la... shouldnt be her that is suffering... i was the one who was at fault la... seriously i really hoped that there was some way that can transfer that suffering to me la.. seeing her suffer.. i feel like killing myself, for doing something so DARN STUPID!!! seeing her suffer, it felt like i'm having tons of weight in my heart... i felt very guilty... although shalynn said it was an accident, but still this accident is caused by me la... i din have any appetite to eat much until it was about 10 plus at night when she was feeling much better... but there wasnt any much food left... so bascially i ate my breakfast at about 7 plus... and during the afternoon i ate a few finger food and survived to reaching midnight...
retribution comes... gastric... having so little for the whole day... kinda expected it la... i din really complain... considering the horrible thing i did... i really just hope that nothing will happen to shu hui la... i dont mind having some more gastric attacks if that will make her feel better.... i swear i will not push anyone down the pool ever again, at least not any girl... that's for certain... please... shu hui... please be alright...=( or i think i will be guilty for the rest of my life.... hai..
waiting for you to come back @ 12:51 AM
Sianz....
Hai... i failed my first ever chem test... 10/24... sian.... depressed sia... i mean chem is my fave subject other than maths, and yet i can fail it... haha... though i can find some excuses for myself... say it was my birthday on the chem lecture test day... but... it ain gonna help.. that's for sure... so i don't bother doing so... gonna buck up... promos are near and i'm not even sure if i will have enough time to finish studying everything... gonna maintain my consistent work and stuff... gonna keep everything in balance considering the amount of commitments i currently hold now... it's gonna be tough... but i really hope i can pull through sia...
but something interesting came up today... received an email from Miss Naomi Tan... it was about a Crime Scene Investigation (CSI) competition organised by the Singapore Police Force. There are only 6 places la... sounds fun la... we actually will be able to learn about forsensic work and how it helps with the investigation, plus we will have a mock crime scene to work with and present our findings to the judges... it is held on 14 Oct, a Sat... gonna ask philip if 'Climb On' is on that day, if not... i really hope i can take part in this... it sounds real interesting, perhaps because i've been watching too much CSI series... hehe... ok that's about it... gonna get back to maths... bye...
waiting for you to come back @ 9:01 PM
Happy Birthday... to MYSELF... Wahahah
Yay! It's finally my birthday... wahahah... I'm finally 17... Hmm... why am i so happy? i'm older by a year... which means i'm getting older, which means i may have more white hair, which means... haiya.. whatever... it's my birthday... why do i care about all these consequences... wahhaha... anyway... time to add on to my 'bounty'(presents)...
hehe... this is a file given by lifang and denise... Cool right... they drew this cover la... i myself will NEVER, EVER, NEVER, EVER be able to draw out something like this... haha... dunno if i will be using it though... cos i have a feeling i will torture it... -.-... anyway... let's move on...
hehe... this is a HUMONGOUS pencil case with a vampire voodoo attached to it... haha.. all thanks to crystal, adam, chris, pengsoon and john (I hope i din miss out anyone).. haha... it is the largest pencil case i ever seen la... almost the same length as my bag la... i like the voodoo... been wanting to get it... but just dunno what to get... haha...
haha... the third present i received today... another wallet... haha... given by my beloved daughters --- liwen, meiying, bev, jiaxin (not sure if there were anyone else)... haha.. forgot to tell them i already got 1 le.. but in any case... it's a nice wallet and i will treasure it.. haha...
Last but not least... the birthday wishes given by my friends, let's hope i dont miss anyone out... first to start off will be sijing, who sent me a 10 sms long message at the strike of midnight... thank god i'm still awake studying chem... haha... next will be christine, then zhexuan, followed by pengsoon, then wanchin, chris, crystal, alvin, willis and lastly liwen... these are thru sms..
then we have face to face wishes by my classmates, such as lifang, azri, jennifer... then ernest and liu bo, which i have no idea how they know it was my birthday...oh.. still got phira, thru msn.. hmm... i think that's about it... dont remember le... haha... hope i din miss out anyone... hehe.. that's about it... ciao!~
waiting for you to come back @ 6:32 PM
Happy National day... and Happy day to me...
haha... so long never blog le... no much time to blog... been too busy with stuff lately... but today is HOLIDAY... wahhaa...
haha... i'm so happy... this year my birthday gifts are early... here are the two gifts i received...
haha... the wallet was given to me yesterday... all thanks to : amy, azri, si jing, chun kai, michelle, christine, yaowen, zhexuan, jennifer, yanshan... did i miss out anyone? i hope not... haha...
the other one... haha... it's a gift from my mom... hehe... quite interesting.. the gift is a mp3 player... finally have one... hehe.. so happy... wahha... it's the small black box in the middle if you are wondering... haha.. the headset and speakers are free gifts... not bad eh... haha.. oh well that's about it... haha... supposed to do work liao... hai... oh well... at least i have enjoyed myself so far...haha..
Happy National Day to one and all!~
waiting for you to come back @ 10:28 PM