only a few things to say...gotta get back to work soon...
chatting with sab currently...made me realise some stuff...i realised people forget things easily...which is a sad thing...i forgot most of my life at primary school...now i'm at jc...i fear that i will forget everything that has happened during sec school...
i really dont wish to forget...i dont want to forget my friends...i dont want to forget my experiences....i dont want to forget all the things that had happened in 4e...i dont want to forget 4e...i dont want to forget my feelings i had...
is it possible not to forget? i will find out eventually...sigh...
waiting for you to come back @ 3:48 PM
hmm...somehow been blogging quite regularly these few days...cant be helped...interesting stuff are happening...must keep track...otherwise will forget...bad memory...cant be helped...
anyway...today climbing...as usual...school ended at 1115..waited for 5 hours and 15 mins for climbing to start...lame la...but still not that bad...was supposed to do PW with denise and the other 2 indian scholars...but ended up watching pokemon movie, about 5 or 6 or us crowd around denise's laptop to watch it...feels kinda strange how everything turned out...in the end....the only thing i did for PW was sending 2 emails to the indian scholars telling them what to do...pro la...haha...nest tues presenting le...still so slack...sian...
forget about PW... let's talk about climbing...as usual...the attendence taking was kinda horrid..the senior called out a lot of names...all never come...every week...the number of people going for climbing keep decreasing...very sad la.. but hai...dont really know those people who din turn up...so couldnt care less...
today revised match feet, match hands and sit in..they are climbing techniques btw...so it's ok if you dont understand them...sorry...haha..anyway...also did my level 1 climbing assessment today... passed it i guess...cos the coach said all passed for those who took the assessment...and he din stop our group at any point in time...maybe he was busy assessing another group...but heck...he din say anything that we did wrongly...which means we are correct...haha...who cares... but i kinda pity my partner when he was doing the belaying...cos my forearms were already somewhat out of strength...so i ended up falling for 4 times...and he as a belayer had to react to the falling...in the end...i din managed to reach to the top...kinda disappointed...but couldnt be helped...now as i'm typing...my left arm feels funny...real weak sia...must really try to find time to train up sia...sian...anyway...that's about it...oh ya...made some friends...like my partner who is called jingwen, from AHS...not a bad guy...looks kinda quiet...but still ok...he still speaks up...haha...oh well...i think that's about it for today...tomorrow there's a road run...sian...must wake up early...argh... ciao!~
waiting for you to come back @ 10:53 PM
It's Valentine's Day!!!
woahoo! tj is cool...another be-yourself day...haha...though this morning need to swim...but nevertheless...it turned out to be a great day... people giving roses, chocs, sweets and stuff...
i received quite a lot of stuff from my friends as well as my current classmates...chocs, sweets, cookies(liwen and si jing if i did not remember wrongly...) and big thanks to si jing for giving me a plastic bag to put all these...haha...
and of course...i returned the gifts...one rose for almost every girl i know...my family girls, my class girls, ogl etc... lost count of how many roses i gave out anyway...haha...sadly...the e-club people were having so much trouble...really pity them sia...so stressed out...especially jasmine...kept saying sorry to me...i felt so bad... =(...forgot to buy her a rose sia...sian... so sorry jasmine... anyway... a bit sad la...no date...sigh...oh well...it is not fated and meant to be...so i will accept it...haha...ciao!~
waiting for you to come back @ 7:23 PM
today went to watch 'I Not Stupid Too' with meiying, chris, adam and john...it's been quite a while since i watched a movie...but i doubt i can break the record set by john...mind you...he said that his last movie was watched when he was 5 years old! can you believe that?! oh god... anyway...the movie was great...touching and funny...
the movie started off with a question...which i thought was rather meaningful...'When was the last time you praised someone for what he has done?' i think as parents, they should always look on the good side of the children from time to time...not say everytime...cos you gotta correct him when he went wrong....but i think parents need to strike a balance between the two sides and not just one side...it will do the child no good...at all..
this comes to the point as to what i was facing...as seen in my last entry...my o'levels results...not say i'm boasting...but it was rather good...at least to me... almost everyone in my family gave some praises, my uncles, cousins, brother and even my father( who dont really speak much to me)....surprisingly...the only one who did not praise me...was my mother...strange? she is the closest person to me in the family...yet this happened.. it felt kinda weird...she din praise me in front of my uncles...rather...she sounded a bit condemning...saying that i did not read enough materials...that is why my english is so lousy...ok i admitted i did not read enough newspapers...fine...but was it really necessary to bring it up? also...part of it was that i dont really have a flair for english...cant really expect that much can you? i felt kinda angry...it felt as if the other subjects din matter at all...she only saw the worst in me...that feeling sux...perhaps that is why teenagers prefer talking to their friends rather than their parents...acceptance and admiration of their talents instead of their weaknesses...i think that is all we want...
anyway...my prob kinda solved...my mom told me during dinner that she is going to keep up her part of the deal...which was to agree to upgrade my cpu...so some things...i think we as children should do as well... read and interpret their actions instead of expecting them to say it out...sometimes...saying it out is even harder than doing it... so...moral of story...be more forgiving to the parents ba...they are too learning how to be parents at the same time...haha
oh ya...lastly...i felt that the movie was a great one...i really dont mind watching it again sia...haha... oh well...that's about it...ciao!~
waiting for you to come back @ 6:28 PM
finally have something to blog about...blogging about a piece of paper i received today...come to think of it...it is rather amazing how a piece of paper can invoke so much emotions in people...haha... anyway...might have guessed it...it's the o'levels result slip...
This is what is shown on mine: English Language B4
Combined Humanities A1
Mathematics A1
Add Mathematics A1
Physics A2
Chemistry A1
Biology A2
Higher Chinese A1
The wait was horrible...the girls got their results first....and i'm in the last 10 to receive the results..looking at people who received their results...shedding tears...you will wonder if they were for joy or sorrow, which added on to your anxiety...i suppose i looked horrible...my chinese teacher said i looked green when i was waiting... but...all went fine...at least for me...but still some others din have the same outcome...kinda sad for them too...cant really celebrate with the knowledge of some people who did not do well..kinda hard to console them too...sigh... oh well...that's about it...should be staying in tj for the two years...haha... Ciao!~
waiting for you to come back @ 5:13 PM